i know i make mistakes.. and i know i dont deserve your trust.. and i know.. i am stupid.... i know i should have thought about my actions before i did it.. i know im a idiot. I dont expect you to trust me.. it would be stupid for you to trust me... but i want you to know one thing.. i still need you... your the rock in my life.. i would be nowhere without you, like a flower without its petals.. its nothing.. i would be nothing, i would just be a fucked up stem.

Life didnt come with instructions.. but i know i made a stupid mistake.

please forgive me x